CYNICAL
because I will
"YOU CAN'T TRUST OR FALL FOR THEM. NO MATTER WHAT THEY DO!"
I was talking to a friend of mine and that's what she had to say about men - or boys.
I have met enough asses and on bad days I choose to conclude that there are no good men left. But deep inside, I know there is. And I don't know if it's sad to say, but I can't follow what my friend advises. Maybe I can't fully trust them for now, but I sure as hell know I can fall for them, no matter what they do.
Yeah, sure, he may be the kinda guy who sometimes doesn't pay full attention to me, and sometimes he fails to be there, he has a zit popping out every now and then, his hair never falls quite in place, he's somehow busy, and constantly confuses me, hangs out with other girls and leaves me with a tinge of jealousy. He's not all that perfect and some of my friends may not like him.
But he may also be the same guy who stays up, and we talk, and he sings to me, writes me songs and tells me I'm beautiful. He's there when he can be and even when he can't there's that text to remind me that no matter what I'm going through he's gonna support me. He'll be the guy who never forgets my birthday, he'll make me laugh and sit with me on rainy days.
I haven't met him yet.
But when I do, I know, I will fall so hard for him.
So teach me, how do you not fall? Teach me, because I don't know how. Teach me, because sometimes my heart wants what it wants.
I was talking to a friend of mine and that's what she had to say about men - or boys.
I have met enough asses and on bad days I choose to conclude that there are no good men left. But deep inside, I know there is. And I don't know if it's sad to say, but I can't follow what my friend advises. Maybe I can't fully trust them for now, but I sure as hell know I can fall for them, no matter what they do.
Yeah, sure, he may be the kinda guy who sometimes doesn't pay full attention to me, and sometimes he fails to be there, he has a zit popping out every now and then, his hair never falls quite in place, he's somehow busy, and constantly confuses me, hangs out with other girls and leaves me with a tinge of jealousy. He's not all that perfect and some of my friends may not like him.
But he may also be the same guy who stays up, and we talk, and he sings to me, writes me songs and tells me I'm beautiful. He's there when he can be and even when he can't there's that text to remind me that no matter what I'm going through he's gonna support me. He'll be the guy who never forgets my birthday, he'll make me laugh and sit with me on rainy days.
I haven't met him yet.
But when I do, I know, I will fall so hard for him.
So teach me, how do you not fall? Teach me, because I don't know how. Teach me, because sometimes my heart wants what it wants.
my life would suck without you
'This is how I see you
This is how I would summise you
If I could put words on you
This is how I would describe you
You are beautiful'
Over time, I've grown up and realized that I'm so blessed to have a mom like mine.
She's more than a momma now, she's one of the best-est friends I could ever have.
(:
I love you.
still breathing
OKAY. I'M ABOUT TO SCREAM. SHRIEK. YELL AT ANY RANDOM PERSON OR JUST CRY.
OR WRITE.
I'm stuck in Tapah - and for those who do not know where this is - it's in Perak, Malaysia. It's a tiny village-like place where my aunt lives and it has internet access *suprisingly*
Anyhoo, reason why I'm here? Okay, I was suppose to go back to the apartment in KL by today, and I was following my cousin back. He came to pick me up around 5pm and we got stuck in this terrible traffic jam :(
Tapah, is on the way to KL. It's like Ipoh - Tapah - KL.
So, he decided to stop at his mom's place (my aunt) for tea. And now, they decided to stay for the night, since the traffic is so bad.
Here's the thing, if we stay for the night, we're gonna have to wake up at 4a.m and leave by 5a.m so that we'll arrive in KL before 7a.m cause my cousin's wife works at 7.30a.m
AND. I have not one, but TWO final papers tomorrow.
So I guess I'm gonna stay up studying till 4a.m and sleep in the car on the way to KL and go to coll feeling half dead.
Oh, joy. I'm so screwed.
OR WRITE.
I'm stuck in Tapah - and for those who do not know where this is - it's in Perak, Malaysia. It's a tiny village-like place where my aunt lives and it has internet access *suprisingly*
Anyhoo, reason why I'm here? Okay, I was suppose to go back to the apartment in KL by today, and I was following my cousin back. He came to pick me up around 5pm and we got stuck in this terrible traffic jam :(
Tapah, is on the way to KL. It's like Ipoh - Tapah - KL.
So, he decided to stop at his mom's place (my aunt) for tea. And now, they decided to stay for the night, since the traffic is so bad.
Here's the thing, if we stay for the night, we're gonna have to wake up at 4a.m and leave by 5a.m so that we'll arrive in KL before 7a.m cause my cousin's wife works at 7.30a.m
AND. I have not one, but TWO final papers tomorrow.
So I guess I'm gonna stay up studying till 4a.m and sleep in the car on the way to KL and go to coll feeling half dead.
Oh, joy. I'm so screwed.
